When I got out of school today my cat was in the car with my mom and it made me sooo happy(: I had been sad for most of the day because I don't know how to tell this guy that I don't love him any more): I know it will break his heart, and I know he's been suicidal in the past. I don't know about now, but I know for a fact that those feelings never go away. Anything can trigger them, and I don't want to be the cause of someone's death): The other thing is that I'm miserable putting on this facade of returned emotions):
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wow, that's really complicated. And I definitely understand you, But I think you have to say it to him, other wise you lie to him and yourself. And I don't think you want that, do you?
And I really didn't want to say anything because it was his birthday today, well now it's technically yesterday.
I really didn't want to have to do these things and make these decisions at 15 years of age. And along with what it might do to him, I don't know what it would do to me either.
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Yeah that would be really bad... and I think I just said that... But it would be bad): There were more people on here at the beginning of the forum. However, we post far more offten than everyone used to.
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I feel weird being the poster with the 3rd most posts. Spenidng too much time here. Oh well, it just like waking up in the morning having breakfast, reading news and posting. Lol.
Lol, first I was like: oooeehh I have to check what everyone posted and then I posted too. But now I'm more like; I will check later today. And I don't post that much like I did in the beginning.
But it is getting more colder here in my country. And Sunday CSI Miami will be on tv again. And I'm so excited, but I just hope that the power won't cut off again because of the cold.
The power didn't do anything for today, so let's pray that it will stay like this until tomorrow...
My dad just told me that the television needs to go to a fabric this Monday. And than it need to stay there for 2 weeks! 2 full weeks! >.< Luckily I've got my own television in my room!!
Lol(: Wow I can't see lol because my eyes are dialated and I think I have a fuzzy spot in my eye so I can't see out of the left and the computer screen and lamp are killing me lol.
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Olivia: You said: "I like our strange conversations we have on here." And I said on that: "I don't like it, I love it" :P
Michya: I hope that because of this topic we are able to stimulate some people to become a member and post on here too. Cause it's pretty quiet. We are on the only three who are posting every single day.
And of course we will follow her after CSI Miami and continue to keep it going(: I just wasn't old enough to follow her during anything besides CSI Miami.
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Of course! Eva is Eva, and we are fans of Eva not from Natalia. So if CSI Miami is going to quit. Then it is not an excuse to stop posting on this forum anymore.